How are you doing? I am writing to apologize for any discomfort caused by my erratic behavior if any to you recently.
As I told you, due to my Bipolar Disorder, I cannot get over-stimulated, over-excited, over-worked or losing sleep. When any of these happens my judgement got effected.
It is due to the dopamine surge. My brain cannot regulate it like a normal person.
It will go through 3 stages:
- Hypomania - my brain is pretty fast
- Mania - my brain is slightly over the speed limit
- Psychosis - this is my brain on hyper speed.
So I hope you understand the nature of my illness. I am not a bad person. It's just this is the lifetime condition that I have to deal with.
Yes, Bipolar Disorder is an insidious disease:
Of all the illnesses, I ended with this one....