Monday, 5 November 2018

5/11/18 Stranger than Fiction

I had a hypomania last few days.  So now is damage control:

Hi Baby, 

How are you doing?  I am writing to apologize for any discomfort caused by my erratic behavior if any to you recently.

As I told you, due to my Bipolar Disorder, I cannot get over-stimulated, over-excited, over-worked or losing sleep.  When any of these happens my judgement got effected.  

It is due to the dopamine surge.  My brain cannot regulate it like a normal person.

It will go through 3 stages:
  • Hypomania - my brain is pretty fast
  • Mania - my brain is slightly over the speed limit
  • Psychosis - this is my brain on hyper speed.
So I hope you understand the nature of my illness.  I am not a bad person.  It's just this is the lifetime condition that I have to deal with.

Sine cera,

SJ
5/11/18

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Yes, Bipolar Disorder is an insidious disease:
https://sharudinjamal.blogspot.com/2016/07/bipolar-disorder-revisited.html
https://sharudinjamal.blogspot.com/2016/11/in-pursuit-of-happiness.html
https://sharudinjamal.blogspot.com/2016/11/bipolar-art-circa-2006.html
https://sharudinjamal.blogspot.com/2016/11/back-to-being-normal.html

Of all the illnesses, I ended with this one....


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